"Comfortable"

I    can't    r e m e m b e r

             what went   w r o n g   last December


..but I'm sure you'd remind me
  (if you had to)

you already--alreadyKNOW--

  I  can't live without,

  all  I  think  about,

all  I  want  is  you.

          You're all I dream about,

          I  can't  live  without ---

a l l     I     w a n t     i s     y o u.

Thrown it all away, but

I'm not too sure how I'm supposed to feel

or what I'm supposed to say, but

I'm not--not too sure how it feels

to handle everyday...

...& i MISS you,love.

"Phase"

your lips are better than mine, so you can kiss this goodbye

"World Ain't Right"

neverexpected

a l l      m y     h o p e s     AND     d r e a m s

to fall apart at the seams.

"This Ain't Goodbye"

This is just where love goes when words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold.

"Give Me a Sign"

I can feel you falling away...

no longer  the  lost ;
no longer the same.

&I can see you starting to break.

forever -- and ever
thescarswill remain

insomnia

  
Hold me, love?
I can't sleep again.

Will I have to kiss your nose?
I just want to lie next to you in love...


  

"Futures"

(what matters is what hasn't been)

we're wide awake and we're thinking

my darling--

believe your voice can mean something.

"Here Without You"

...I'm here without you, baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.

I think about you, baby,
& I dream about you all the time...

#1311

 
This dirty—little—Heart
Is freely mine.
I won it with a Bun—
A Freckled shrine—

But eligibly fair
To him who sees
The Visage of the Soul
And not the knees.
    

Canadian boys sing it best

(i will carry you till you carry on)

anytime you need someone,
somebody strong to lean on,
    you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done-

                                             and every time you fall apart 
                                             you can hide here in my arms
&  you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone.

please dont give (in)(up)

  b e l i e v e   in   me (iknowyou'vewaitedforsolong)

             b e l i e v e   in   me
      (sometimestheweakbecomethestrong)

       b e l i e v e   in   me
      (thislife'snotalwayswhatitseems)

                   b e l i e v e    in    me--
    'cause i was made for chasing dreams

"if you don't, don't..."

If you don't-- don't know, why'd you say so?

(would you mean this, please, if it happens?)

If you don't know, why would you say so?

(won't you get your story straight?)

If you don't--

well, honey, would you just say so?

('cause I need this now more than I ever did)

If you don't,
well, honey,
then you
don't .

"Carve Your Heart"

Man, it takes a silly girl
to lie about the dreams she has;

Lord, it takes a lonely one
to wish that she had never dreamt at all.

Inspiration for layout

[web dedication]

suppose

Life is an old man carrying flowers on his head.

young death sits in a cafe
smiling, a piece of money held between
his thumb and first finger
(i say "will he buy flowers" to you
and "Death is young
life wears velour trousers
life totters, life has a beard" i

say to you who are silent.--"Do you see
Life? he is there and here,
or that, or this
or nothing or an old man 3 thirds
asleep, on his head
flowers, always crying
to nobody something about les
roses les bluets
yes,
will He buy?
Les belles bottes--oh hear
, pas cheres")

and my love slowly answered I think so. But
I think I see someone else
there is a lady, whose name is Afterwards
she is sitting beside young death, is slender;
likes flowers.

More from E.E.

in spite of everything

which breathes and moves, since Doom

(with white longest hands

neatening each crease)

will smooth entirely our minds

--before leaving my room

i turn, and(stooping

through the morning)kiss

this pillow, dear

where our heads lived and were.

"Since feeling is first"

lady i swear by all flowers.  Don't cry

--the best gesture of my brain is less than

your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other: then

laugh, leaning back in my arms

for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

"No Sensitivity"

The world don't spin without you--
I'm amazed you're standing still.

Taking my kisses back;
I want my kisses back from you.



    ( isn't  it   obvious?   isn't  it  obvious? )
 --it's okay if you don't answer...
(thought itwasobvious,thoughtit was obvious)

*

"Dressed to Kill"

(you're not here;

and i can't stop pretending

that you're forever mine&--)

I can't dream anymore—
  since       you           left;
Imissyou singing me to sleep

I can't  wake  anymore—
  in           your        arms;
I miss you singingmetosleep

"It was a quiet way—

He asked if I was his—
I made no answer of the Tongue,
But answer of the Eyes—

Estlin again

what's beyond logic happens beneath will;
nor can these moments be translated:i say
that even after April
by God there is no excuse for May