Wednesday, March 31, 2010


I    can't    r e m e m b e r
             what went   w r o n g   last December

..but I'm sure you'd remind me
  (if you had to)

Monday, March 29, 2010

you already--alreadyKNOW--

  I  can't live without,
  all  I  think  about,
all  I  want  is  you.

          You're all I dream about,
          I  can't  live  without ---
a l l     I     w a n t     i s     y o u.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Thrown it all away, but

I'm not too sure how I'm supposed to feel
or what I'm supposed to say, but

I'm not--not too sure how it feels
to handle everyday...

...& i MISS you,love.

Thursday, March 25, 2010


your lips are better than mine, so you can kiss this goodbye

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

"World Ain't Right"


a l l      m y     h o p e s     AND     d r e a m s

to fall apart at the seams.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

"This Ain't Goodbye"

This is just where love goes when words aren't warm enough to keep away the cold.

Monday, March 22, 2010

"Give Me a Sign"

I can feel you falling away...

no longer  the  lost ;
no longer the same.

&I can see you starting to break.

forever -- and ever
thescarswill remain

Friday, March 19, 2010


Hold me, love?
I can't sleep again.

Will I have to kiss your nose?
I just want to lie next to you in love...


Wednesday, March 17, 2010


(what matters is what hasn't been)
we're wide awake and we're thinking
my darling--
believe your voice can mean something.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

"Here Without You"

...I'm here without you, baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.

I think about you, baby,
& I dream about you all the time...

Monday, March 15, 2010


This dirty—little—Heart
Is freely mine.
I won it with a Bun—
A Freckled shrine—

But eligibly fair
To him who sees
The Visage of the Soul
And not the knees.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Canadian boys sing it best

(i will carry you till you carry on)
anytime you need someone,
somebody strong to lean on,
    you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done-

                                             and every time you fall apart 
                                             you can hide here in my arms
&  you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone.

Friday, March 12, 2010

please dont give (in)(up)

  b e l i e v e   in   me (iknowyou'vewaitedforsolong)

             b e l i e v e   in   me

       b e l i e v e   in   me

                   b e l i e v e    in    me--
    'cause i was made for chasing dreams

Thursday, March 11, 2010

"if you don't, don't..."

If you don't-- don't know, why'd you say so?
(would you mean this, please, if it happens?)

If you don't know, why would you say so?
(won't you get your story straight?)

If you don't--
well, honey, would you just say so?
('cause I need this now more than I ever did)

If you don't,
well, honey,
then you
don't .

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

"Carve Your Heart"

Man, it takes a silly girl
to lie about the dreams she has;

Lord, it takes a lonely one
to wish that she had never dreamt at all.

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Inspiration for layout


Life is an old man carrying flowers on his head.

young death sits in a cafe
smiling, a piece of money held between
his thumb and first finger
(i say "will he buy flowers" to you
and "Death is young
life wears velour trousers
life totters, life has a beard" i

say to you who are silent.--"Do you see
Life? he is there and here,
or that, or this
or nothing or an old man 3 thirds
asleep, on his head
flowers, always crying
to nobody something about les
roses les bluets
will He buy?
Les belles bottes--oh hear
, pas cheres")

and my love slowly answered I think so. But
I think I see someone else
there is a lady, whose name is Afterwards
she is sitting beside young death, is slender;
likes flowers.

Saturday, March 06, 2010

More from E.E.

in spite of everything
which breathes and moves, since Doom
(with white longest hands
neatening each crease)
will smooth entirely our minds

--before leaving my room
i turn, and(stooping
through the morning)kiss
this pillow, dear
where our heads lived and were.

Friday, March 05, 2010

"Since feeling is first"

lady i swear by all flowers.  Don't cry
--the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

Thursday, March 04, 2010

"No Sensitivity"

The world don't spin without you--
I'm amazed you're standing still.

Taking my kisses back;
I want my kisses back from you.

    ( isn't  it   obvious?   isn't  it  obvious? )
 --it's okay if you don't answer...
(thought itwasobvious,thoughtit was obvious)


Wednesday, March 03, 2010

"Dressed to Kill"

(you're not here;
and i can't stop pretending
that you're forever mine&--)

I can't dream anymore
  since       you           left;
Imissyou singing me to sleep

I can't  wake  anymore
  in           your        arms;
I miss you singingmetosleep

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

"It was a quiet way—

He asked if I was his—
I made no answer of the Tongue,
But answer of the Eyes—

Monday, March 01, 2010

Estlin again

what's beyond logic happens beneath will;
nor can these moments be translated:i say
that even after April
by God there is no excuse for May