(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands
quotes, lyrics, poems, passages and whatnot. a blog for unoriginal thoughts running around in Chel's head.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
his Love Song
. . .
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
. . .
And in short, I was afraid.
And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball?
. . .
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
. . .
And in short, I was afraid.
And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball?
. . .
Thursday, December 08, 2011
Saturday, December 03, 2011
from "Is He Living or Is He Dead?"
"A child has a caged bird which it loves, but thoughtlessly neglects. The bird pours out its song unheard and unheeded, but in time, hunger and thirst assail the creature and its song grows plaintive and feeble and finally ceases.
The bird dies.
The child comes, and is smitten to the heart with remorse. Then with bitter tears and lamentations, it calls its mates and they bury the bird and, with elaborate pomp and the tenderest grief, without knowing, poor things, that it isn't children only who starve poets to death and then spend enough on their funerals and monuments to have kept them alive and made them easy and comfortable. . ."
Thursday, November 03, 2011
don't expect an easy answer
when something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up
like paper dolls & little notes you can't expect a bit of hope.
So while you're outside looking in describing what you see,
remember what you're staring at is me.
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
Through Glass
Oh God, it feels like forever
but no one ever tells you
but no one ever tells you
that forever feels like home ,
sitting all alone, inside your head.
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Earnest
I was working on the proof of one of my poems all the morning, and took out a comma. In the afternoon I put it back again.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Undisneyed princesses
Every little girl knows about love. It is only her capacity to suffer because of it that increases.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Why We Write
Over the years I've come to realize that my greatest fear in life is a dread of a certain kind of solitude, of abandonment. And I've come to know that by writing I'm creating a presence which fills that solitude. . .
Monday, October 24, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Her
I see her not dispirited, not weak, but well, remembering that she has seen dark times before, indeed with a kind of instinct that she sees a little better in a cloudy day.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Saturday, October 08, 2011
Statements of Faith
I once believed [Stéphane] Mallarmé's statement that within him was that which would count the buttons on a hangman's vest was a claim to cold-blooded objectivity. Now I believe it was an acceptance of a world where the trivial and definite can vie for attention with the emotionally overwhelming.
Is Mallarmé's nothing so much different from the man who, after surviving a terrible auto crash and with his wife lying bloody in the car, steps out and begins to pick up small bits of glass? Are words bits of glass? Buttons on a hangman's vest? On a lover's clothes?
Should you reject yourself because you count buttons and pick up glass when all civilization tells you: please, this is hardly the time?
Is Mallarmé's nothing so much different from the man who, after surviving a terrible auto crash and with his wife lying bloody in the car, steps out and begins to pick up small bits of glass? Are words bits of glass? Buttons on a hangman's vest? On a lover's clothes?
Should you reject yourself because you count buttons and pick up glass when all civilization tells you: please, this is hardly the time?
An act of imagination is an act of self-acceptance.
Thursday, October 06, 2011
The cup of life
is sweetness at the brim --
the flavor is impaired as we drink deeper,
and the dregs are made bitter that we may not struggle when it is taken from our lips.
the flavor is impaired as we drink deeper,
and the dregs are made bitter that we may not struggle when it is taken from our lips.
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Telescope Messenger
As love is never perfect, a cockney prefixing
an "h" to his "eight" seems to say truly,
"Even in 'I love you,' there are hate letters."
an "h" to his "eight" seems to say truly,
"Even in 'I love you,' there are hate letters."
Friday, September 30, 2011
The self as given is inadequate and will not do.
Every poem a poet writes is a slight advance of self and a slight modification of the mask, the one you want to be. Poem after poem the self grows more worthy of the mask, the mask comes closer to fitting the face. After enough poems, you are nearly the one you want to be, and the one you want to be closely resembles you. The happiness . . . cannot be observed by others because it is only a different way one has come to feel about oneself. "Nearly," and "closely," not "exactly" and "perfectly." Hope hard to fall always short of success.
Monday, September 26, 2011
White Balloons
The changes in me are likely to be like the weather:
cloudy at best.
(carry me away...i hope they don't break)
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
Saturday, September 10, 2011
This Be The Verse
They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.
But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another's throats.
Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don't have any kids yourself.
Saturday, September 03, 2011
you can't mistake me for the enemy tonight
How does it feel?
What does it mean to you?
Your heart is real; it isn't bulletproof.
What does it mean to you?
Your heart is real; it isn't bulletproof.
Saturday, August 06, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
—so wilt away.
" Black rose, your thorns are cutting into me
for the last time.
I watched your petals wilt away;
I couldn't bring you back to life. "
for the last time.
I watched your petals wilt away;
I couldn't bring you back to life. "
Saturday, June 18, 2011
cry if you want (it's the return of No Sensitivity)
You don't have to scream
to say something that you honestly mean.
to say something that you honestly mean.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Work & play were never okay to mix the way we do
I can't say I was never wrong—
—but some blame rests on you.
—but some blame rests on you.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Polaris
You say that love goes anywhere;
"in your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there."
when you go, I'll let you be,
butyou'rekillingeverything in me.
Friday, May 20, 2011
For Me, This is Heaven
This is what she says gets her through it—
If not now, when?
"If I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"
If not now, when?
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Friday, May 06, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Forward to Exhibit: II
Why do you paint?
For exactly the same reason I breathe.
That’s not an answer.
There isn’t any answer.
How long hasn’t there been any answer?
As long as I can remember.
And how long have you written?
As long as I can remember.
I mean poetry.
So do I.
For exactly the same reason I breathe.
That’s not an answer.
There isn’t any answer.
How long hasn’t there been any answer?
As long as I can remember.
And how long have you written?
As long as I can remember.
I mean poetry.
So do I.
Monday, April 25, 2011
The Most Beautiful Things
Show us all what grace can mean;
all of what I might be.
(closeyoureyescallitescape)
all of what I might be.
(closeyoureyescallitescape)
We'll run away from everything.
Friday, January 28, 2011
and the moon once it stopped was sleeping
. . . one day it will unroot us
one day the wind will tally our losses
but not yet the moon not yet
one day the wind will tally our losses
but not yet the moon not yet
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